THE
HIROSHIMA HOLOCAUST:
The
bombing of Hiroshima marked a new era in man’s growing skill in the art of self-destruction. During the saturation bombing of Germany and
Japan in World War II , cities were
destroyed , but the destruction was
segmental , requiring days or weeks , so that city dwellers had some chance to
flee or find shelter. Moreover, those who were killed or injured had the comfort of knowing they were being killed by more or less familiar and acceptable
weapons . But at Hiroshima , on the bright clear morning of August 6, 1945,
thousands were killed , more
thousands were fatally injured , and the
homes of a quarter million people were
destroyed , within seconds of the falling of a single bomb. Since that day ,
terrifying progress in the technology of nuclear warfare and the appalling knowledge that indulgence in atomic weapons may permanently impair the
biological future of the human race have
combined to emphasize the fact that Hiroshima presented mankind with a
fateful choice.
Dr
Michihiko Hachiya, M.D. then Director of the Hiroshima Communications Hospital had written a diary
of his experiences as a patient and
bed-ridden hospital director. Here are
some excerpts from his book’ Hiroshima Diary’ . I have quoted here the events
that overtook the good doctor on August 6, 1945 the day the Atom Bomb fell on
Hiroshima.
The
hour was early ; the morning still, warm , and beautiful . Shimmering leaves ,
reflecting sunlight from a cloudless sky
, made a pleasant contrast with shadows
in my garden as I gazed absently through
wide-flung doors opening to the south.
Clad
in drawers and undershirt , I was
sprawled on the living room floor exhausted because I had just spent a sleepless night on duty as an air warden in my hospital.
Suddenly,
a strong flash of light startled me ---and then another. So well does
one recall little things that I remember vividly how a stone lantern in the garden became brilliantly lit and I debated
whether this light was caused by
a magnesium flare or sparks from a passing trolley.
Garden
shadows disappeared . The view where a
moment before all had been so bright
and sunny was now dark and hazy.
Through swirling dust I could barely discern
a wooden column that had
supported one corner of my house. It was
leaning crazily and the roof sagged
dangerously.
Moving
instinctively , I tried to escape , but rubble and fallen timbers barred the
way. By picking my way cautiously I managed
to reach the roka and stepped
down into my garden. A profound weakness
overcame me , so I stopped to
regain my strength . To my surprise I discovered that I was completely naked .
How odd! Where were my drawers and undershirt?
What
had happened ?
All
over the right side of my body I was cut
and bleeding . A large splinter was protruding
from amangled wound in my thigh , and something warm trickled into my mouth. My cheek was torn , I discovered as I felt gingerly , with the lower lip laid
wide open . Embedded in my neck was a sizable fragment of glass which I matter-of-factly dislodged
and with the detachment of one
stunned and shocked I studied it and my blood stained hand .
Where
was my wife?
Suddenly
thoroughly alarmed , I began to yell for her :’ Yaeko –san!! Yaeko-san! Where
are you ?’
Blood
began to spurt . Had my carotid artery been cut ? Would I bleed to death ?
Frightened and irrational , I called out again :’ It’s a five-hundred-ton bomb!Yaeko-san , where are you? A five
–hundred-ton bomb has fallen !’
Yaeko
–san pale and frightened , her clothes
torn and blood-stained , emerged from the ruins of our house
holding her elbow . Seeing her , I was reassured . My own panic
assuaged, I tried to reassure her.
‘We’ll
be all-right ,’ I exclaimed .’ Only let’s get out of here as fast as we can.’
She
nodded , and I motioned for her to
follow me.
The
shortest path to the street lay
through the house next door so through
the house—we went –running, stumbling , falling , and then running
again until in headlong flight we tripped
over something and fell sprawling into the street. Getting to my feet , I had
discovered that I had tripped over a
man’s head.
‘Excuse
me! Excuse me, please!’ I cried hysterically.
There
was no answer . The man was dead . The head had belonged to a young officer
whose body was crushed beneath a massive gate.
We
stood in the street , uncertain and
afraid , until a house across from us
began to sway and then with a rending
motion fell almost at our feet. Our own house began to sway , and in a minute
it, too, collapsed in a cloud of dust.
Other buildings caved in or toppled . Fires sprang up and whipped by a vicious wind began to spread.
It
finally dawned on us that we could not
stay there in the street, so we turned
our steps towards the hospital. Our home
was gone ; we were wounded and needed
treatment ; and after all, it was my duty
to be with my staff . This latter was an irrational thought--- what good could I be to anyone,
hurt as I was.
We
started out , but twenty or thirty steps
I had to stop. My breath became short , my heart pounded, and my legs
gave way under me. An overpowering thirst
seized me and I begged Yaeko-san
to find me some water. But there was no water to be found. After a little while my
strength somewhat returned and we are able to go on.
I
was still naked , and although I did not feel the least bit of shame , I was
disturbed to realize that modesty had deserted me. On rounding a corner we came upon a soldier standing idly in the street. He had a towel
draped across his shoulder , and I asked
if he would give it to me to cover my nakedness. The soldier surrendered the towel quite
willingly but said nota word. A little
later I lost the tower , and Yaeko –san took off her apron and tied it
around my loins.
Our
progress towards the hospital was
interminably slow, until finally, my
legs, stiff from drying blood, refused
to carry me farther . The strength ,
even the will , to go on deserted me, so
I told my wife , who was almost as badly hurt as I , to go on alone. This she
objected to , but there was no choice . She had to go ahead and try to find someone to come back for me.
Yaeko-san
looked into may face for a moment , and
then , without saying a word , turned away and began running towards the hospital. Once , she looked back and
waved and ina moment she was swallowed up in the
gloom. It was quite dark now, and with
my wife gone , a feeling of dreadful loneliness overcame me.
I
must have gone out of my head lying there in the roadbecause the next thing I
recall was discovering that the clot on my thigh had been dislodged and blood
was again spurting from the wound . I pressed my hand to the bleeding area and
after a while the bleeding stopped and I felt better.
Could
I go on?
I
tried . It was all a nightmare---my wounds , the darkness , the road ahead . My
movements were ever so slow ; only my mind was running at top speed.
In
time I came to an open space where the houses had been removed to make a fire
lane. Through the dim light I could make out ahead of me the hazy outlines of
the Communications Bureau’s big concrete building and beyond it the hospital .
My spirits rose because I knew that now someone would find me; and if I should
die , at least my body would be found.
I
paused to rest . Gradually things around me came into focus. There were the
shadowy forms of people , some of whom looked like walking ghosts. Others moved
as though in pain, like scare crows , their arms held out from their bodies
with forearms and hands dangling. These people puzzled me until I suddenly
realized that they had been burned and
were holding their arms out to prevent the painful friction of raw surfaces
rubbing together. A naked woman carrying a naked baby came into view . I
averted my gaze. Perhaps they had been in the bath. But then I saw a naked man
, and it occurred to me that, like myself , some strange thing had deprived
them of their clothes. An old woman lay near me with an expression of suffering
on her face ; but she made no sound. Indeed, one thing was common to everyone I
saw ---complete silence.
And
who could were moving in the direction of the of the hospital. I joined in the
dismal parade when my strength was somewhat recovered, and at last reached the
gates of the Communications Bureau.
Familiar
surroundings, familiar faces. There was
Mr Iguchi and Mr. Yoshihiro and my old
friend , Mr. Sera, the head of the business office. The hastened to give me a
hand , their expressions of pleasure
changing to alarm when the say that I was hurt. I was too happy to see
them to share their concern.
No
time was lost over greetings . They eased me onto a stretcher and carried me into the Communications
Building, ignoring my protests that I
could walk. Later, I leraned that that
the hospital was so overrun that the Communications Bureau had to be used as an emergency hospital. The rooms and corridors were crowded with people , many of whom I
recognized as neighbors. To me it seemed
that the whole community was there.
My
friends passed me through an open window into a janitor’s room recently converted into an emergency first-aid
station. The room was a shambles ; fallen plaster , broken furniture , and
debris littered the floor; the walls
were cracked ; and a heavy steel window
casement was twisted and almost
wrenched from its seating. What a place
to dress the wounds of the injured.
To
my great surprise who would appear but my private nurse , Miss Kado , and Mr.
Mizoguchi , and old Mrs. Saeki . Miss Kado set about examining my wounds without speaking a word. No one spoke .I asked for a shirt and
pajamas . They got them for me , but still no one spoke. Why was everyone so
quiet?
Miss
Kado finished the examination , and
ina moment it felt
as if my chest was on fire. She had begun to paint my wounds with
iodine and no amount of entreaty would
make her stop. With no alternative but to endure the iodine , I tried to divert
myself by looking out the window.
The
hospital lay directly opposite with part of the roof and the third
floor sunroom in plain view , and
as I looked up , I witnessed a sight which made me forget my smarting wounds. Smoke was pouring out of the sunroom windows. The hospital was
afire!
‘Fire!’ I shouted .’Fire! Fire! The hospital is on
fire!’
My
friends looked up . It was true . The hospital was on fire.
The
alarm was given and from all sides
people took up the cry. The high-pitched
voice of Mr. Sera , the business officer, rose above the others, and it
seemed as if his was the first voice I had heard that day. The uncanny
stillness was broken . Our little world was now in pandemonium.
I
remember that Dr. Sasada , chief of the Pediatric Service , came in and tried
to reassure me , but I could scarcely hear him above the din. . I heard Dr.
Hinoi’s voice and then Dr. Koyama’s.
Both were shouting orders to evacuate the hospital and with such vigor that it sounded as though the sheer strength of their voices could hasten those who were slow to obey.
The
sky became bright as flames from the
hospital mounted. Soon the Bureau was threatened and Mr. Sera gave the order to evacuate. My stretcher was moved into a
near garden and placed beneath an old cherry tree. Other patients limped into the garden or were carried
until soon the entire area became
so crowded that only the very ill had the room to lie down. No one talked, and the ominous silence was relieved
only by a subdued rustle among so
many people , restless, in pain, anxious, and afraid, waiting for
something else to happen.
The
sky filled with black smoke and glowing sparks . Flames rose and the heat set currents
of air in motion. Updrafts
became soviolent that sheets of zinc roofing were hurled aloft and released , humming and twirling , in erratic flight. Pieces of flaming wood
soared and fell like fiery swallows. While I was trying to beat out the flames , a hot ember seared my ankle. It was all I could do to
keep from being burned alive.
The Bureau started to burn , and window after
window after window became a square of flame
until the whole structure was
converted into a cracling , hissing inferno.
Scorching
winds howled around us , whipping dust and ashes into our eyes and up our
noses. Our moths became dry , our throats
raw and sore from the biting smoke pulled into our lungs. Coughing was uncontrollable . We would have
moved back , but a group of wooden
barracks behind us caught fire and began
to burn like tinder.
The
heat finally became too intense to endure, and we were left no choice but to abandon the garden . Those who could
flee survived; those who could not
perished. Had it not been for my
devoted friends, I would have died, but
again , they came to the rescue and carried
my stretcher to the main gate on
the other side of the Bureau.
Here
, a small group of people were already clustered , and here I found my wife .
Dr. Sasada and Miss Kado joined us.
Fires
sprang up on every side as violent
winds fanned flames from one building to
another . Soon we were surrounded . The ground we held in front of the Communications Bureau became
an oasis in a desert of fire. As the
flames came closer the haetbecame more intense , and if someone in our group
had not had the presence of mind
to drench us with water from a
fire hose , I doubt if anyone could have survived.
Hot
as it was, I began to shiver . The drenching was too much . my heart
pounded things began to whirl until all before me blurred .
‘Kurushii’
, I murmured weakly. ’I am done’.
The
sound of voices reached my years as though from a great distance and finally became louder as if close at
hand. I opened my eyes; Dr. Sasada was
feeling my pulse. What had happened ?
Miss Kado gave me an injection . My strength gradually returned . I must have fainted.
Huge
rain drops began to fall . Some thought
a thunderstorm was beginning and would extinguish the fires. But these
drops were capricious. A few fell and then a
few more and that was all the rain we saw.
The
first floor of the Bureau was now ablaze
and flames were spreading rapidly towards our little oasis by the gate
. Right then, I could hardly
understand the situation , much less do
anything about it.
An
iron window frame, loosened by fire,
crashed to the ground behind us. A ball
of fire whizzed by me, setting my
clothes ablaze . They drenched me with water again . From then on I am confused
as to what happened.
I
do remember Dr. Hinoi because of the
pain , the pain I felt when he jerked
me to my feet. I remember
being moved or rather dragged,
and my whole spirit rebelling against the torment I was made to endure.
My
next memory is of an open area. The fires must have receded . I was alive. My
friends had somehow managed to rescue me again.
A
head popped out of an air –raid dugout , and I heard the unmistakable voice of old Mrs. Saeki:’ Cheer up , doctor!
Everything will be all right. The north side is burnt out . We have nothing
further to fear from fire.’
I
might have been her son , the way the old lady calmed and reassured me . And
indeed she was right . The entire northern side
of the city was completely burned.
The sky was still dark, but whether it was evening or midday I could not
tell . It might even have been the next day. Time had no meaning. What I had
experienced might have been crowded
into a moment or been endured through the monotony of eternity.
Smoke
was still rising from the second
floor of the hospital , but the fire had
stopped . There was nothing left to burn , I thought; but later I learned that
the first floor of the hospital had escaped
destruction largely through the
courageous efforts of Dr. Koyama and Dr.
Hinoi.
The
streets were deserted except for the
dead. Some looked as if they had been
frozen to death while in the full
action of the flight; others lay
sprawled as though some giant had flung them to their death from a
great height.
Hiroshima
was no longer a city , but a burnt out prairie. To the east and to the
west everything was flattened . The
distant mountains seemed nearer than I
could remember . I hills of Ushtia and
the woods of Nigitsu loomed out of the haze and smoke like the nose and eyes
on a face. How small Hiroshima was with its houses gone.
The
wind changed and the sky again darkened
with smoke .
Suddenly
, I heard someone shout :’Planes! Enemy
planes!’
Cold that be possible after what had
already happened ? What was left to bomb
? My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a familiar name.
A
nurse calling Dr. Katsube.
‘It
is Dr. Katsube ! It’s him!’ shouted old
Mrs. Saeki , a happy ring to her voice.’ Dr. Katsube has come!’
It
was Dr. Katsube , our head surgeon , but he seemed completely unaware of us as he hurried past, making a straight line for the hospital. Enemy planes were forgotten , so great was
our happiness that Dr. Katsube had been
spared to return to us.
Before
I could protest , my friends were
carrying me into the hospital . The distance was only a hundred meters , but it
was enough to cause my heart to pound
and make me sick and faint.
I
recall the hard table and the pain when
my face and lip were sutured, but I have
no recollection of the forty or more
others wounds Dr Katsube closed before night.
They
removed me to an adjoining room , and I
remember feeling relaxed and sleepy . The sun had gone down , leaving
a dark red sky. The red flames of the burning city had scorched
the heavens. I gazed at the sky
until sleep overtook me.
Dr.
I. R Durrani
(
Extracted from Hiroshima Diary : the Journal of a Japanese Physician ; August
6---September 30,1945)
By
Michihiko Hachiya, M.D.
Translated and Edited
by Warner Wells, M.D.
THE HIROSHIMA HOLOCAUST